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兄弟之道 (祥)

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To Find The One Meant A Lot To Me,

To Get At Least An A For My Coming Exam (Frist Sem) !, (Mission Failed. Damn)

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To Get At Least An A For My Coming Exam !, (Nabei. Give up le lah.)

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Sunday, November 15, 2009

Just now went to meet ivan. Long time never meet him le. We went to tampines one kopitiam for dessert. Talk about our things and went to toilet. I was talking about kason's hair spray. Then i'm adjusting my hair behind me when i look at the mirror kason was there !!! LOL. Cua sai. Heng i never bad mouth him LOL. Then we went outside BK and slack talk. Till 9 plus we walked to my house there de bus stop. At the traffic light, it's red light on the direction we're going and another side is green. Then ivan suddenly walked towards the red light. Wah lan i cua sai. Later he buang, i confirm guilty till i die. Then we bought drink from vending machine and sit down chat again till 1040 like that. Wah damn long sia 27. We waited for half an hour !!!! Rot liao lol. Then went home after that.

I don't have the confident that i can do it. I was quite depress when i heard that, although i know it already. Forget it. I hate this kind of feeling. Just hack care this nasty feel. Move on and see about it later...

And, i'm truly serious. Get that into your head and know it by heart you dumb dumb.

Friday, November 13, 2009

11-11-09

Today nothing much happen. Morning went for ECSD. We're doing our project. Then evening time went to whitesand find JJ. Then at library reading books. Went to kopitiam for dinner. MAN. I was damn blur. Ok. Went to order food. I wanna eat lor mee. Then i don't know why i ordered laksa. LOL. Maybe is because yesterday i ate laksa then what i said does not match what i think. LOL. Then again, i give the auntie my ez-link to scan. Then i looked at the card how come like ez-link de. Hahaha. Gave wrong card LOL. That auntie also don't know. Then went to beach to slack and went home.


12-11-09

Morning went for SWEN. The rest never come i solo zzz. Then crap with cai yuan in class. Went to library with him to borrow books. Lol. I heard something shocking from him. Then he very kao bei. Lol. Saw kenneth and yuan jie. That kenneth hor, sucker. Lol. Then went to itas. I went up to find Ms Chiang. Sian. She's leaving the school le. Kinda sad when meeting her. We talked about 20 mintues. Then i went back to find cai yuan. After lunch then went for ECSD. Doing projects. Only wei lun came. Then went down for break. Too stress i will get hungry easily. Then saw marshall walked pass. I shouted to him he never heard. Then second time he saw me then sit down and talk. Then he went back for lesson we also. After class went outside to slack. Saw marshall again lol. Night time went to twister to meet shijie for haircut. Saw he wei over there. Wow. His hairstylist also kason. Then crap with shijie. Got one auntie she keep laughing. Like one small kid like that. Then kason took a long time for us. From 730pm sit till shop close zzzz. As always, i'm damn impress with his styling skills. MAN. I want that spray !!!! Gonna save money now. After that went home. Preparing for interview and sleep.


Today

Went to school early to prepare for interview. Kinda scare. At 1 plus i went to change and meet wei liang. When chen song came out, he talked me the questions. Fuck. It's different from others sia. So what i prepared is useless now. And, thomas they all only got 1 interviewer. Ours got 2 !!!! Piangs. Then wei liang went in liao. I keep walking around. Tommy really look like du de wei sia lol. Then my turn le !!! Went in and started. The questions are quite difficult. But i think i managed them well. Only got one question i stunned. Then i asked to repeat the question. Lol. And sian, need to bring my work to show de. Teacher also never say. Fuck. Then feedback from teacher. Quite positive and i hope can get a decent grade. Gonna work harder le. Then went to staircase with the rest. Nic, marvin and ivan were there. Then they went off and we went to walk around for CCN. Then went home le.

Will miss you de Ms Chiang ):


Don't know how to describe the feeling. Perhaps it is too fast and early for me ? And how long can it last ? I don't know.

-Till you get over-

Haix. I should be happy, or not ? How come i am thinking like this now ? 不知是乐还是愁。


And, life is so complicated now. There's too many things for me to worry. What i can don't care much i won't care. Haix.

I still have lots to learn, a long way to go.

Tuesday, November 10, 2009

09/11/09

Morning went for SWEN interview. Was kinda fun. And vivien is damn cute LOL. She damn enthu to the act sia. HAHAHA. When i was still talking with wei liang and lun, she already reading out her script liao LOL. Then song and reagan was late again. She said let them be something like that. Lol. Like give up le. Cause they always late for important thing. Then after the interview she still asked us if she acted good or not. LOL !!! So childish sia hahahaha. I keep laughing at her LOL. Cute teacher. Then went home and back to school. ECSD was as boring as always. Then, something shocking happened when i went to toilet. LOL. Jialat. Then went for break with song, reagan and don't know who. I forgot le. Crapping in itas then go back for lesson. Then went back home and skipped lecture =x. But a while more i went back school to find denise and adelene cause they also skipped lecture. Then slack with them. I wanted to di siao denise one hahaha. Then when denise buying fruit, that auntie thought i wanna buy then call me ah boy. That idiot said i where got look like boy. Then auntie call me xiao di. Haix. Calling younger and younger hahaha. Then was retarding with denise and adelene. Seriously i think they like me act one retard. That denise. Argh. I was looking behind and putting my phone on the table. When i turned back i saw my phone is not on the table. Then i'm very claim to touch my pocket. GONE. Then i smack the table and asked them where is my phone. Poor acting they have, but i actually buy adelene's story. LOL. Didn't think that she's that childish too. ZZZ. Then i took up the watermelon denise ate and point at her. She laughed like hell. I was like -.- Keep saying i retarded !!! Maybe the faces i made bah. Then i still need to beg them zzz. Stupid denise keep wanting to be my brother. LOL. Then i die also don't believe them and did something that i didn't know at all !!!! DENISE I'M SORRY !!!! NOT PURPOSELY ONE. SO MUST FORGIVE ME OK LOL. After 30 minutes of crapping they finally return my phone. AND IT'S ADELENE WHO TOOK IT. Lol. Weak sia them. Put back so slow. Then stupid yan hong come poke me. My reaction damn big. Then denise and adelene laughed again. Especially denise, like one crazy girl. Hmm. I'm too funny le lah hahaha. Then di siao yan hong and went off le. Then when reaching home i walked pass song's home. Then i heard music at a corner. I don't know why i got a strong feeling that it's him and others. Then i'm walking the same time i keep staring at weijie. LOL. Until they called me to stop. Hahahaha. Then slack a while jiu went home le. Thanks for the laugh huh denise ZZZZ. AND I'M SORRY >.<



Today

Morning went to lab and sleep with someone. Then went for lesson. SWEN is kinda boring again. And, vivien is damn cute again. HAHAHA. I was taking the laptops. Then wei lun behind her only and she didn't know. Then she passed me the laptop and i passed to wei lun. Then she thought i want to do what with the laptop. Her reaction very funny hahahaha. And, bangs, bangs, AND MORE BANGS. ROAR. Then after SWEN went to biz park. On the way these guys huh everything can link to me. DAMN. Lol. But i kinda enjoy it =x. Then went back to itas and sit. But itas was like, got a lot of ghosts and demons. GOD. We shouldn't come back de LOL. And, kevin that group was there too. And he laughed so loud and unique la hahaha. So i asked him to keep quiet. LOL. He said ok. HAHAH. Then went for ECSD. Boring again lahh. And, cai yuan is acting dumb and retarded. I told him about the chair thing and asked him to try. He die die also don't believe me and try. Then he ownself paiseh HAHAHAH. Then went for break with them. Talked to thomas outside the lab. Lol. He now believe what i told him. Talked to ivan outside too. Long time never see him le. Again. Anything also ask me. Keep asking me what if she cuts bangs. Then went back for lesson. A while more jiu go le.

Went to meet yan hong. He damn bloody irritating lol. Then we crap all the way till twister. My sister was in there already. AND. BOON CUT AWAY HIS LONG HAIR. I WAS DAMN BLOODY SHOCK. I took his long hair. Eee. Gross. LOL. Then stanley cut BANGS. FUCK BANGS !!! My first vulgar for today's post zzzz. But, he cut one ok leh. Better than wenjin. Cause stan got baby face. Then my sister's turn to cut right, i went down to help yan hong check his ATM. Went up as fast as possible then saw shijie looking at don't know who. I was shocked to see him there LOL. Then saw a girl hiding. I thought who so retard sia. And i thought shijie got girlfriend and don't want to let me see that's why she's hiding !!! That's what i think when i saw her. LOL. It's wini lah chey. And shijie saw me right beside him when he was looking for me and he got shocked. LOL !!! Then we talk talk quite a while until nothing to continue then i went up le LOL. Cause i wanna see how kason cut my sister's hair. Then i went up hor, i thought my sister haven't cut leh. Then she told me she cut le then i HUH damn loud. Like no difference. Piangz. Then kason wanted to cut bangs for her. Then she keep looking at the magazine. So kason helped others to cut first. And oh ya. SADED !!! He not free to help all to cut. So my appointment changed to thursday. Cutting with shijie. Then my sister and i struggling quite long time lol. Cause scare weird. Then after yan hong he came and cut bangs for her. LOL. Looks ok leh. Quite nice. Haha. Then she went back home first. Boon was damn depressed. LOL. I know your feeling boon. Then he went to emo all that. And si yan hong keep threatening me. Lol. We keep crapping in the salon. Damn funny la can. After the styling we went for dinner at kopitiam. Wah. Tampines 1 de kopitiam no western food de sia what the hell. Then eat laksa. Not really nice though. Yan hong's one quite nice sia. Shall eat that next time. Then we went back home le. On the way i laughed at yan hong till damn damn jialat. Laugh till he whack me LOL. Cannot tahan sia. And jun xuan said he chicken. He tio whack. Cause i see him like not happy with the chicken thing then i said he duck. He change target. HAHAHA. Just keep di siao him only LOL. And back home on msn that yan hong came and say me fuck you zzzzz. He started the war with me le. LOL. CRAPPER. HAHAHAHA. Always had a damn good laugh with him de. Hee.

Haha. And these days i love to sleep sia. Hee.


Got to wait longer. Hope things will be ok and alright. And, i can't say much now though. ):
Hey you, Je t'aime (:

Sunday, November 8, 2009

07/11/09

Went to meet JJ today. Went to tampines 1 first to make appointment. Whoo. Going to cut hair again !!! So excited haha. Wah if i damn rich i confirm visit twister every 2 weeks hahaha. Then took bus to whitesand and walk around. Then went to ehub. Was talking about viking ship and how marshall and i scolded lee when we were very scared hahaha. Then realized that ehub had nothing to walk so we decided to go KFC to buy my dinner. Who knows. While talking about marshall we really saw him. ZZZZ. I didn't see him, is he called me. LOL. ZZZ. Same kind of face again. Miss him quite a lot hahaha. Then we chat a while then he went to his salvo (stop seeing your salvo and meet up soon you dick head !!! Hahaha). Then when going down got one auntie suddenly looked at me fiercely. I thought i de zui her sia. Scare me. Then she asked me for the direction to sakura. Since i'm going to that direction so i guide her along the way too. Then inside the KFC, i nearly killed a guy. I think, his listening got a bit of problem zzzz. I ordered FISH zinger he keep saying zinger. I will give you this _|_ if we were in america. Then we head off to beach. So long never go there le sia. Then we walked quite a long way to find an empty rock. Then went off at 9pm like that. Wahhh. On the way there hor passed by costal sand. I MISS BBQ !!!!! The smell of chicken wings. OMG !!! Beach there also. Every where also got the bbq smell. Lol. Then some funny things happened too haha. Yeah then walked to ehub and JJ went to toilet. On the way to toilet saw he wei inside a shop eating. He didn't saw us at first but lately when we came out he saw us. Oh well. Haha oh ya speaking about him, one day i and song they all were talking and we formed a circle outside the lift. He came out and was shocked to see so many of us and he said are we going to fight. LOL. Everyone was shocked by his words and had question marks around. HAHAH. Random. Then went back to inter. Trained back and took 72 to hougang. Was so tired and cold inside the bus and sleep. Then took 72 back to tampines. Actually i was thinking wanna meet someone at hougang or not but i think by the time i got home will be very late. So, back to home and sleep (:

Well guys. Please don't fucking make any girls cry. It's such a loser action zzzz. Be more sensible in your mind and give in necessarily. Do you know why ? Because when human is created, girls are born to be lacking of something that guys have. I don't know what's that thing, but i know that that's what it makes the girls special and different from guys (eh don't think of something A LOL). If you're not the one who make the girl cry, do your part and then curse the guy who did that. Make yourself different from the losers. Although i hate brainless kids, i think i hate brainless guys even more. Yeah. I won't be one of them, i hope. Will always remember what xiao zhu said and keep it in my mind. And that's what i believe in too.

Saturday, November 7, 2009

06/11/09

Today is not my day !!! Argh. Morning meet JJ go school to print CMSK then i went to find wei liang first. Waited him at concourse. Then saw shang shui. I said i'm waiting for wei liang he told me you not wei liang meh. LOL !!!! WTH. So long liao still cannot remember our name and face zzz. Then wei liang came and we went to lab. Wow he found one thumbdrive wor then i asked him to give me hahaha. But i'm returning to the owner. Good hor ? Mainly is because that memory is not big so i take also no use. LOL. Might as well just use my phone haha. Then pass wei liang ECSD then i went back to wait for JJ. While waiting saw stan. Then JJ came then we went to design to print my CMSK. Wah $4 so expensive zzzz. Then we went to library and slack till CMSK starts. Hahah. Then i kinda gan by teacher. ARGH !!! Then went for break hor also suay. Late for class then she cutting my group's break next week for 10 minutes !!! What the hell !!! ))): Then she made us to interview most of the people in our class. Wah. Damn awkward sia. Don't know them. But, i must say the first one to interview with me that kevin ah, FUCKING FUNNY !!! LOL. We also don't know we laugh at what sia. Just keep laughing and laughing and laughing like HELL. He's more funnier than marvin. Tsk tsk. HAHAHA. Cool guy too. Joker only haha. Now i know why his group always laughed the loudest in class haha. Then others were like smiling at them awkwardly. Lol so weird. But most of them are alright. Like those ice mountain beauties. Ok la at least 2 of them still can chat a bit. Total got 5 of them. LOL. Then that rachel ah, perfume damn strong sia. Hmm. Smell nice too. LOL. Can see her make up quite thick. Still can communicate a bit with her. Then another guy from her group zaki. Ok ok also lah. Still can joke de haha. And thomas that friend hor her attitude totally like adelene sia !!! Only adelene is better than her. Then i cannot chat with her de. Like no topic to talk. Aiyer. Ok then swap with another side and continue. Then JJ was there too lol. And i saw something that makes me a bit... er... ya =x. Then finally interviewing with wei lun. Finally saw one familiar one. But he damn LL. ZZZZ. Then after that lame activity i asked chen song how's he and rachel's. Lol he said she damn xl. LOL. Then after lesson went to wait for JJ and walk to TM. Wah suay again. Shit !!! Didn't expect them to be there !!! I totally SHOCK TO THE MAX. Only can smile at them awkwardly LOL. Then quickly zao and continue our walk. Today walking i almost trip myself 3 times zzzz. Jialat. What i did today sia. Then went to precious thoughts, popular and Toys"R"Us. We played quite long in there lol. Saw a cute little boy. Cause JJ nearly hit to him when stepping backwards. Heng his mom never say anything lol. Then we like little kids playing around. Then went to kopitiam. Then we keep walking to bus stops. From MRT there de to poi there one LOL. Yeah then went home afterwards. Was damn tiring. Too long never walk such long distance. Then sleep rather early cause yesterday i ton again because of ECSD. Straight 2 days sleep only 3 hours sia !!! Jialat.

Ok bye now ! (:

Hold on to the chance and don't let it slips away easily from your hand. Cause chances don't come oftenly. I want to hold my own fate tightly, and i want to grab the chances without missing.

Nice song !!!



Thursday, November 5, 2009

Yesterday night went to song house and ton for project. Finish work then went to mac. We keep talking about things we dreamt. Well song and i were alike. Cause we got dream about 'that' thing and had the can't move experience =/. Then mac morning will play national anthem de sia !!! HAHA. Dots. 6 plus then went home sleep. Damn so tiring. Morning went for SWEN. Can't believe i'm not that tired as i slept for 3 hours only. ECSD was a bit shocking at the beginning, cause of an unexpected guest. Then went for break and came back saw junyan, denise and adelene. Went up to level 7 lab with them. Then stupid adelene don't want to open the door and i tried to pull the door. Damn i lost to her sia !!!! Then nalaka from the lab next to us saw this but he never say anything la hahaha. And stupid denise was dumb enough until i asked her whether she brought her card or not to open the door. ZZZ. She brought it but she never use lol. Had a good laugh there. Or maybe, they had a good laugh instead. Yeah thanks to me huh. LOL. Then when going out my turn to let adelene try pulling from the outside. So, it's easier to pull inside then outside. Then went back to lab and slack and went home to sleep till now. Cause i'm going to ton again. Shit shit SHIT !!!!!!!!!

Feels good to spend the time with you.
悄悄 * 上你。

Wednesday, November 4, 2009

Haix haix !!! Sem 2.2 sure is one hell. I really hope this hell can over soon !!! Starting to feel shag, shag, and SHAG. Today's lesson only got ECSD. But shag also lol. Went for break with cai yuan and the rest. HAHAHA. Cai yuan so funny also. LOL !!! In itas they talk a lot of something. LOL !!! So funny la can hahahahahaha. Song and cai yuan !!! Then after school wanted to do some project de. But never do argh !!! Yan hong was there too. LOL. Basket sia he. Everything wanna link to me. Maybe i di siao him too much le. Always like crazy when he's there. Not he joke then i laugh. Is i shoot him till i find it damn funny hahaha. Joker only !!!

Wow and i think i wanna learn some andy lau's song. HAHAHAHA. Nice sia =XXX


PLEASE LAH. THIS IS A DAMN NICE SONG. BY LIANG WEN YIN =D




03/11/09

Ok today's SWEN is slack. Inside the class chit chatting with vivien. So funny haha. Then break le ECSD. Damn. One hell again. Then after school went to watch xiuqi play ball lol. Cause got yan hong there then i go de. Cause can crap with him hahaha. And, indeed i laughed like hell today. HAHAHA. We like one crazy de keep talking shits when people playing ball. LOL !!! And got one fatass he damn noisy sia. Totally like one retarded. Super irritating. Wanna smack his face ah !!! And, my thumb injured sia !!! Never warm up enough. And, twice at the same place !!!! Second time i nearly wanna cry. But never wanna say vulgar lah. Too bad liao cannot think of any hahaha. Wah lao. Then went back home let my dad treat me. LOL. Pro sia he. Now better le !!!

And, that guy makes me fucking sick !!! That kind of shit and cao lao face also got people one. GOD. That girl is not blind. IS DAMN BLIND.

You're very cute, in character too. I love your character. It's so pure and nice. I feel very comfortable when hanging out with you. But, you don't belong to me. You belong to someone else... =/


Pictures we took with vivien during presentation !!! She's cute right ? Despite of her age, she's very cute in her look and her character. She's a nice and blur teacher too !!! HAHA. And god. I look great in formal isa. HAHA =XXXX


Tuesday, November 3, 2009

Today's presentation not very good ahhhhh. Morning i suddenly felt nervous. Then met wei liang first to do something and went to the class. Wei lun was there already. Then song and reagan was late 15 minutes. Before they came vivien want us to start without them. And she a bit angry. But when song's presenting he intended to joke around and she laughed lol. Song ah, when presenting keep erm erm. LOL. He addicted and nearly to say erm uh. LOL. When he was erm-ing i nearly laughed loudly hahah. Then Q&A hor die die die. Then after presentation we took picture with vivien ! Haha she very cute sia. Song asked her to be camera man then she thought he want to take picture with her. LOL !!!!!! Cute teacher hahaha. Then next group came. WOW. (Since SOMEONE saw it, i can delete away le. HAHAHA) Then i went home for lunch and go for ECSD. MAN. That's one hell for today. And i don't know why today everyone damn guai lan zzzzzz. Something wrong with them. Ok that's all. Just now sleep till so shiok, now i can't get to sleep at all !!! But, don't mad-er. Tomorrow start at 12 !!! WHOO.




一直等一个人 等了很久
这一场独角戏 是很寂寞
春夏秋冬 我的窗口 只有风经过
爱很深 有多深 我也不懂
你走后 我的心 变得脆弱
听一首歌 也觉得痛 但我谁也没有说

右边的座位 右边的枕头 都已经空了那么久
为你守候 那是因为 我已经看透

没有你的爱 这个我只是一半
不哭了 不笑了 为谁努力我也不明白
没有人能取代 一个圆的另一半
我固执 的等待 等风再把你带回来

爱很深 有多深 我也不懂
你走后 我的心 变得脆弱
听一首歌 也觉得痛 但我谁也没有说

右边的座位 右边的枕头都已经空了那么久
为你守候 那是因为 我已经看透

没有你的爱 这个我只是一半
不哭了 不笑了 为谁努力我也不明白
没有人能取代 一个圆的另一半
我固执 的等待 等风再把你带回来

只有你的微笑能让我心安
只有你的拥抱可以把我填满
只有你手里的那一把钥匙 能把心打开

没有你的爱 这个我只是一半
不哭了 不笑了 为谁努力我也不明白
没有人能取代 一个圆的另一半
我固执 的等待 等风再把你带回来

Monday, November 2, 2009

Let's just treat everything as a joke. It will be better for me too, for not taking it too seriously. Cause dreams are just something that won't come true. I wish i live in dreams.

From now, i fucking won't be serious in everything. I'm gonna change, to the one you never expected to be.

Sunday, November 1, 2009

If you're mine, that will be good, right ? And why good things also missed by me ? Don't like dreams that doesn't belong to me. If they don't belong to me, i will throw them away, and continue to find the dream that is for me. =/

(I'll kill him for my own sake if i'm given this power to do so. So i'm waiting, waiting for that 'thing' to happen. That's the only opening i can get to make 'you' turn to me.)

Song to describe, me to you.

没力气 总是懒洋洋地
赖着你 怀里顽皮嬉戏
是该些事情 心里又甜蜜得
不想要不想要 睁开眼睛

我和你频率如此接近 没压力
自在作我自己 第一次感受
这种爱的决心 只想要只想要 和你一起

i wanna be with you
爱你好幸福
想要和你建造一个 爱的小屋

i wanna be with you
爱你好满足
享受最甜美的束缚

有你的呵护 我不再孤独

Saturday, October 31, 2009

HAHAHAHAH. Just now had an amazing dream sia !!! I only can remember got shirley, marshall and shijie. There were a lot of us in a warehouse taking real guns and shooting each other ? LOL. I remembered i shot shirley's leg cause no one wants/dare to shoot her. She's holding a sniper. LOL !!! She said loudly wah shoot me ah you all like that. Then she asked who shoot me. I hided, and a lot said loudly my name. LOL !!! Fuck ! Then she like wanna shoot me badly. HAHAHA. Then after i shot, shijie was there laughing cause shirley's gonna pay me back. Then i keep shooting shijie and he jumps here and there. Lol ! And marshall he was bathing and i went into the toilet and point the gun at him. I think he betrayed us or me ? LOL. Forgot. Ridiculous dream hahahhaha !!!!!

Misses, misses, and misses.

Friday, October 30, 2009

400th post ! Morning saw boon outside with denise and adelene. Then i saw boon was hi 5-ing with someone but i forgot is who. So i went up ahead and hi 5 ABOVE denise's HEAD HAHAHA. Wow she's so damn excited can ??? HAHAHAHA. Today's CMSK is DAMN slack =D. Just showed teacher our resume and slack all the way hahaha. While she's teacher saw a face outside looking inside. I thought is who sioh. IT'S MARK HAHAHA. Then i just pointed him _|_. LOL !!! He was just laughing away. Crazy teacher. Then teacher today keep teasing and laughing at tommy. Cause of his comb LOL !!! So bad sia. Then while teacher was going around seeing others' resume, i was 'flirting' with mark hahaha. DAMN FUNNY LA HE. I can't stop laughing in front of my lappy screen. Today's lesson also fun fun fun lah hahaha. Love school. But. After school went to think for ECSD project. Kao stress liao zzzz. And, someone was singing till very very funny. He totally ignored everyone in the lab. HE WEI HAHAHA. What the hell. He's out of his pitch till damn jialat hahahah. Stayed till 7pm and went home le.


Mark & my conversation. HAHAHAHA.


me: hey mark, u hav no choice to say yes or no

me: im going to put u as my reference in my resume

me: so giv me ur address and phone no. RIGHT NOW =D

(he said me idiot and some more but msn didn't record it =/)

mark: Mark Philip

mark: Tel: 67805359

me: LOL

me: giv me ur phone no and address la idiot

me: HAHA

mark: Address? Use TP address la

mark: aiyo

me: LOL

me: bt i see others put the real address lehh

mark: who cares?

mark: just do it

me: LOL

me: ok lor

me: eh change ur dp lah

me: so old

me: HAHAHA

mark: handsome leh

me: ya ya 10 decades ago la

me: now diff

me: by wei lun -.-

me: LOL

me: eh u very bhb leh

mark: what is bhb?

me: thick skin in hokkien

mark: but it is true - I AM handsome

mark: hahahahahahahahahahahahahahaha

me: FUK!

me: LOL!

mark: haahhahahah

me: lol ok u win hahahah

me: but change to a more decent photo lah

me: tat dp can be ur funeral pic =XXX

mark: maybe I'll put hanxiang's pic...

me: LOL

me: i scare ur screen will crack

mark: yeah

mark: damn ugly sia

me: FUK!

me: i thk better thn urs hahahaha

mark: yeah

mark: think you are right

mark: haha

me: LOL!!!!

me: ok la jokin

me: will take a decent pic with u next time

me: hope u put it as ur dp

me: HAHAHAHAHAHA

mark: wah

me: hahahaha

mark: hey - pity u did not play on Wed for bball

me: tsk

me: i tot will rain so i didnt go

mark: wimp

mark: haha

mark: no worries - we shall play again

me: LOL!

me: ya

me: i noe u can't wait to see my skills and being trashed by me!

me: XD

mark: ok

mark: let's have slam dunk contest

mark: we use tennis balls

mark: hahahahaha

me: LOL!!!!!!!!

mark: that one sure can dunk

me: hahahaa

me: dun pussy la

me: use a real bball

me: tp's ring isnt tat high too

mark: actually I think TP ring is regulation height, rite? Or slightly higher

mark: ?

me: nop i thk it's lower

mark: really?

mark: I don't think so

me: cos i got pull outside ring before

mark: hmm

me: haha well tat doesnt matter

mark: yeah

me: wat matter is u need to use ur cow strength to put the ball into the ring!

mark: yeah

me: cos u too old liao can't jump high hahaha

mark: shit

mark: haha

me: hahahah

mark: still can jump higher than u la

mark: haha

me: LOL!!!!

me: fuk!

me: hahahah

me: we'll see abt it

mark: next time we play, we will have some jumping and leaping contests

mark: (:

me: LOL!

me: u're hell on

mark: Layup from free throw line

me: LOL!

me: tat's cool

me: alright with it hahha

mark: I'll prob be playing on Wed afternoon (4 to 6pm)

mark: not sure yet

mark: unfortunately cannot make it for Dir Cup on Tues nite

mark: got some meeting to attend for work

me: huh u plying meh?

mark: supposed to be able to join on Tues

mark: but never mind

me: lol

me: tat's a pussy competition

mark: really?

me: everytime got conflict

mark: wad kinda conflict?

me: some arguments

mark: oh

me: referee are some stupid guys wont can't see fouls

mark: i see

mark: how is your schedule for Wed afternoons?

me: slack

me: haha

me: till 1

me: but got project to do

mark: wah

mark: ok

me: ring me in fb if u're plyin la thn i will see hw abt it haha

mark: ok will do

me: haha k

mark: how's your teachers in this semester?

me: not as good as u

me: HAHA

mark: ha

mark: think I f around with you guys too much, ya?

me: LOL!

me: but u noe we guys love to f ard with u yo

me: LOL

mark: haha

mark: yeah

me: hahahh

mark: I think at Poly level we should be like this - not so stiff

mark: but not everyone feels this way

me: yeah lo

me: some are serious type

me: not like us

me: slackers

me: HAHAHA

mark: yeah

mark: serious ones should just go to JC and stress out there

mark: :P

me: HAHAHA

me: TRUE

me: poly shld be fun with u ard hahaa

mark: yeah man

mark: we still learn, but in a fun & casual way

mark: cos this is the way it is out there in industry

me: really?

mark: yeah

me: i hope next time im in work force i dun meet pussy people

mark: a lot of assholes around in work, but sometimes you will meet some great people

mark: I guess same in Poly life too, whether for students or staff

me: hahaha yeah

me: i hope i will meet a hundreds of mark in future LOL

mark: you'll find out more during NS too

mark: haha

me: lol shit ns

mark: NS? Should be fun la - have that attitude & you'll be fine...

me: lol

me: i dun wan to shave hair

me: LOL

mark: hair can grow back, so no problem la, bro

me: LOL

mark: if hair cannot grow back, then got big problem

mark: (:

me: hahahahaha

me: aiyer

mark: who is your CP?

me: dun wish to thk abt it for now

me: ms chiang

mark: yeah

mark: ah ok

mark: she

mark: she's nice to you all?

me: damn nice haha

me: she's bad towards u huh

me: hahaha

mark: ha

mark: she's pleasant

mark: one of the few pleasant lecturers here

mark: some are quite stuck up

mark: but I think u may have met some of them already

me: o.o

me: i would like to listen to some gossip

mark: no la

mark: no gossip

me: cos my sec form teacher used to tell us the conflicts happening in sch haha

mark: u know me, I don't give a f

mark: :P

me: LOL!

mark: I just like to have fun with students and hopefully they will enjoy too

me: haha yeah man

me: rmb to invite us to ur hse and f ard next time =D

mark: haha

me: eh i dreamt tat i go ur hse sioh

me: hahaha

mark: shit

me: LOL!

mark: nightmare?

me: dun be so secretive la

mark: LOL

me: LOL

me: kinda

me: cos it's u

mark: wah

me: hahaha

me: joking

mark: sure

me: eh next time when 190 got outing u mus come leh

mark: no f***ing problem

mark: hahaha

me: HAHAH

me: hey u shldnt sensor away those vulgarities

me: im alright with it hahahaha

mark: sure

mark: haha

me: hahha

me: oh ya u noe mr yeak?

mark: I know who he is, but don't work with him

mark: y?

mark: he is not well-liked by his caregroup

mark: they hate him

mark: :P

me: LOL!

me: fuk sia

me: his my teacher for term 2 zzzz

mark: congratulations

mark: haha

me: FUK

me: FUK

me: FUK

me: NOOO

mark: I'm sure you'll do well, la

me: hahaha

me: i hate his smile

mark: just don't F***ing smile at him too much

mark: otherwise if he smiles back, you're F***ed

mark: haha

me: LOL!

me: fuk

me: is he a gay?

mark: He reminds me of Dr Evil

mark: dunno man

mark: haha

me: hahahaha

me: maybe u can go close to him and check it out

me: im sure he will love u

mark: shit

mark: no thanks

me: LOL!!!!!!!

mark: I'm just a normal family man

mark: (:

mark: who enjoys playing bball

mark: haha

me: hahha

me: u got any children?

mark: yeah - 1 4-year old boy

me: no gal ah

mark: no leh

mark: ):

me: LOL

me: got to try harder during the night yo!

mark: yeah man

mark: haha

me: hahahaha

me: got one daughter is the best

me: son jus whack la

me: hahaha

me: =x

mark: haha

me: hahaha

me: ok now got to go back for work now

mark: ok

me: catch u ard ltr (:

mark: k


HAHAHA. I LOVE MARK =DDDD. Such a nice and asshole teacher =DDDD. ONE OF THE BEST TEACHER EVER IN MY LIFE ((((((((((((((:

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Thursday, October 29, 2009

Today morning went for SWEN. Still slack as ever haha. Then we went to draw lots. Wah seh. My group got the first one for presentation. LOL. Just as i want but they keep saying fuck fuck fuck. LOL. Cause early morning. Hahaha. Then went for break. Was waiting outside with wei liang to wait for others to smoke finish. Denise, adelene and thomas came for their lesson. Chit chatting with them. LOL. Thomas got new trick again. So damn bloody funny hahahah. Bastard !!! Then they went into the class, then sebast came. He told us his thing. Lol. God. And after break is ECSD. Went up saw yingying again. Damn. She stared at me again ! LOL. Still don't want to forgive me ): Then today also slack slack la. Teacher released us early whooo.

Hmm. Must admit school is fun now even though it's stressful hahaha. But with the rest is even more fun lahhhh. Stupid. Then i thought SWEN presentation is to present to everyone in the class, but it's only present to vivien only. Make me so excited for what ! Lol.

Oh ya. ZZZZZZZZ. Tagged really got a lot of weird people around !!! Got a weird comment today again. Lol.


(at for someoneX3 lor but attached if haix all wasn't bad go ): confirm too de will really)

haha.

Wednesday, October 28, 2009

Today's class was alright. Song, reagan and wei lun didn't come. So left me and wei liang eat our ownself. But heng the labs were not difficult. Went for break with cai yuan and wei liang. Had a good laugh at itas hahaha. Cai yuan so basket sioh. He damn straight forward hahaha. And yuan lai he like her before eh. HAHA. We took about 20 minutes then went back continue. Aiyer. Someone so irritating de. HAHA. Then after school jiu went home lor. Stupid wei liang today keep guai lan me lol. Fuck. And, on the way back home saw denise and adelene. Di siao denise a bit only she said i retarded. ROAR. LOL.

Kinda lazy now sia. HOW.

Just now message hong to pass me the sprays. He damn funny. Waste time call me and ask me what i wanna do with the sprays. He thought i wanna open one shop outside and sell his sprays. LOL !!!!!!! He damn dumb and funny can hahahah. I just gan him inside the phone. LOLOLOL !!!!!!!!! And, my younger sister's chinese composition is so funny hahahah. I keep laughing at her sucked chinese. LOL. Next time i help her do her composition and let her teacher mark my work. I wanna see how much i can get sia. Haha !!!

Wei liang made a point there. But should i go for it ? Let's see how then. Cause i don't even know i can do it or not. I hope this will continue for quite a long time, then see how again. Haha.

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